1 00:00:06,027 --> 00:00:07,862 [theme music playing] 2 00:00:18,664 --> 00:00:21,042 {\an8}[Billie] One of my professors once told me 3 00:00:21,042 --> 00:00:23,502 {\an8}a therapist can't depend on her patients 4 00:00:23,502 --> 00:00:26,130 to be reliable narrators of their own lives. 5 00:00:26,130 --> 00:00:27,339 [moaning] 6 00:00:27,965 --> 00:00:30,342 {\an8}Not because they intend to be deceitful, 7 00:00:31,051 --> 00:00:32,970 {\an8}but because the human condition is such... 8 00:00:33,971 --> 00:00:37,308 {\an8}that we can want things to be one way so badly, 9 00:00:38,559 --> 00:00:41,270 we aren't honest about the way they really are. 10 00:00:43,773 --> 00:00:45,608 We can't be honest with others, 11 00:00:46,442 --> 00:00:49,528 because we can't even be honest with ourselves. 12 00:00:52,156 --> 00:00:53,908 Hey, sleepyhead. 13 00:00:56,035 --> 00:00:57,620 I had fun last night. 14 00:00:58,162 --> 00:01:02,374 It was super unexpected, but in like the best way possible. 15 00:01:03,042 --> 00:01:04,001 [sighs] 16 00:01:04,919 --> 00:01:06,837 It was definitely unexpected. 17 00:01:08,631 --> 00:01:10,925 So, not to be weird or whatever, 18 00:01:10,925 --> 00:01:14,178 but The National is playing Pier 27 on Saturday 19 00:01:14,178 --> 00:01:16,472 and some friends from NYU are going. 20 00:01:16,472 --> 00:01:17,890 You want to come? 21 00:01:20,309 --> 00:01:21,977 You go to NYU? 22 00:01:22,645 --> 00:01:23,854 Yeah, I'm a junior. 23 00:01:23,854 --> 00:01:25,439 Okay. 24 00:01:26,649 --> 00:01:28,943 I'm gonna go make some coffee. 25 00:01:36,534 --> 00:01:37,993 [Brett] Sweet mother of Jesus. 26 00:01:37,993 --> 00:01:41,038 I had no idea your brother was here. 27 00:01:41,038 --> 00:01:42,248 Spence, did you know? 28 00:01:42,248 --> 00:01:45,417 No. Who could possibly think anyone else was here? 29 00:01:45,417 --> 00:01:47,127 It was so quiet all night. 30 00:01:47,127 --> 00:01:48,546 Mm-hm. 31 00:01:48,546 --> 00:01:51,465 All I heard was the sound of silence. 32 00:01:51,465 --> 00:01:52,716 [moaning] 33 00:01:53,342 --> 00:01:55,678 Ah-ah-ah. All right. 34 00:01:55,678 --> 00:01:57,263 Hey, I'm not complaining. 35 00:01:57,263 --> 00:02:01,559 Sounded like you had yourself a good old time over and over. 36 00:02:01,559 --> 00:02:04,645 I am complaining because it is not at all disturbing 37 00:02:04,645 --> 00:02:07,148 to hear your baby brother getting his rocks off. 38 00:02:07,148 --> 00:02:08,315 [door opens] 39 00:02:08,315 --> 00:02:09,942 You have roommates. 40 00:02:11,569 --> 00:02:13,154 Who's your friend, Cooper? 41 00:02:13,696 --> 00:02:16,532 Uh, this is Summer. 42 00:02:17,616 --> 00:02:18,951 Actually, I'm Autumn. 43 00:02:19,743 --> 00:02:21,620 At least he didn't go with Spring, honey. 44 00:02:21,620 --> 00:02:24,415 No big. I didn't remember his name 'til you just said it. 45 00:02:24,415 --> 00:02:25,499 Ooh. I like her. 46 00:02:25,499 --> 00:02:26,667 See you, Coop. 47 00:02:28,002 --> 00:02:29,461 [door opens, then closes] 48 00:02:29,461 --> 00:02:31,797 So, where did you and Autumn meet? 49 00:02:33,549 --> 00:02:35,509 I think she was my Uber driver. 50 00:02:36,135 --> 00:02:37,928 I hope you gave her a five-star rating. 51 00:02:37,928 --> 00:02:39,805 Cooper, what are you doing? 52 00:02:39,805 --> 00:02:42,224 Making up for lost time. What does it matter to you? 53 00:02:42,224 --> 00:02:46,395 This is the first time you spent the night at our house since you split from Billie. 54 00:02:46,395 --> 00:02:49,440 - You got a random teenager with you. - Okay. 55 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:50,524 She's in college. 56 00:02:50,524 --> 00:02:54,028 Shower's calling. Go easy on him, Spence. 57 00:02:56,822 --> 00:02:59,241 You remember Francesca, your "alleged" girlfriend? 58 00:03:00,159 --> 00:03:02,745 I've never met her before but she texted me last night repeatedly 59 00:03:02,745 --> 00:03:05,205 saying she hadn't heard from you in days and was worried sick. 60 00:03:05,205 --> 00:03:07,583 - Shit. - I covered for you, 61 00:03:07,583 --> 00:03:09,543 but you introduced her to your kids. 62 00:03:09,543 --> 00:03:10,878 What happened? 63 00:03:13,672 --> 00:03:15,049 I had a run-in with Billie. 64 00:03:16,342 --> 00:03:18,135 A couple, actually. 65 00:03:19,970 --> 00:03:21,680 Cooper, you need to take time 66 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:24,058 to deal with the emotional fallout from your split. 67 00:03:24,058 --> 00:03:25,976 - I am. - No, you're not. 68 00:03:25,976 --> 00:03:28,520 You walked out on Billie and ran straight to Francesca, 69 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:30,940 and you jumped in with both feet on the same night. 70 00:03:30,940 --> 00:03:32,316 Divorce is a huge loss. 71 00:03:32,316 --> 00:03:34,610 - It's like a death. - A death I wanted. 72 00:03:34,610 --> 00:03:37,071 Everything I'm doing now is what I want. 73 00:03:37,071 --> 00:03:38,906 Maybe for the first time in my life. 74 00:03:38,906 --> 00:03:41,533 I did the whole "sex is a salve for your problems" thing, 75 00:03:41,533 --> 00:03:44,536 it works great for 15 minutes, you feel like the hottest guy. 76 00:03:44,536 --> 00:03:46,705 You forget how much you fucking hate yourself. 77 00:03:46,705 --> 00:03:48,540 No, I hate her. Not me. 78 00:03:48,540 --> 00:03:52,044 Mm-hm. You've never hated anyone. You've never had a reason to. 79 00:03:52,044 --> 00:03:54,213 Which means you've lived a pretty charmed life. 80 00:03:54,213 --> 00:03:57,383 It also means now that things aren't going exactly according to plan, 81 00:03:57,383 --> 00:03:58,926 you don't know how to process. 82 00:04:00,052 --> 00:04:04,556 I always knew some good would come out of being a miserable, closeted gay kid 83 00:04:04,556 --> 00:04:06,600 in uber-heteronormative '90s Connecticut. 84 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:08,352 It was fucking traumatizing. 85 00:04:08,852 --> 00:04:10,479 But I dealt with my shit 86 00:04:10,479 --> 00:04:13,274 so I could show up for the rest of my life, including Brett. 87 00:04:13,274 --> 00:04:14,358 Good for you. 88 00:04:15,442 --> 00:04:17,569 Whatever you're going through, just go through it. 89 00:04:18,153 --> 00:04:19,780 Come out the other end like I did. 90 00:04:20,864 --> 00:04:23,450 Try to minimize collateral damage. 91 00:04:23,450 --> 00:04:25,703 It's not fair to drag Francesca down with you. 92 00:04:28,247 --> 00:04:34,003 Okay, honey, I am gonna miss you so much. 93 00:04:34,003 --> 00:04:35,713 But I hope you have fun with Daddy. 94 00:04:35,713 --> 00:04:38,882 Daddy said he's taking us for sledding and hot chocolate. 95 00:04:38,882 --> 00:04:39,883 He did? 96 00:04:40,843 --> 00:04:41,844 That's great. 97 00:04:41,844 --> 00:04:45,973 Yoo-hoo! Carpool's arrived. 98 00:04:45,973 --> 00:04:47,474 Do you like my tiara? 99 00:04:47,474 --> 00:04:50,978 It is my birthday tiara and I'm going to wear it all day 100 00:04:50,978 --> 00:04:53,147 even at my Manhattan spa party. 101 00:04:53,147 --> 00:04:54,565 Are you as excited as I am? 102 00:04:54,565 --> 00:04:58,360 Caroline, I am so sorry, I don't think I'll be able to make it. 103 00:04:58,360 --> 00:05:00,946 It's been a crazy few days. 104 00:05:00,946 --> 00:05:04,533 Well, Hudson, why don't you go jump in the car with Hannah, 105 00:05:04,533 --> 00:05:06,410 and I will be right there. 106 00:05:06,410 --> 00:05:07,328 Okay. 107 00:05:07,786 --> 00:05:09,330 - Bye. - Bye, sweetheart. 108 00:05:14,084 --> 00:05:17,046 I know what happened with Cooper and Trina. 109 00:05:17,046 --> 00:05:22,718 And I think that you and Trina need to talk it out in a relaxed environment. 110 00:05:23,302 --> 00:05:24,678 Like a spa. 111 00:05:24,678 --> 00:05:27,639 - No. - You can't avoid each other forever. 112 00:05:27,639 --> 00:05:29,224 Not in Greenwich, anyway. 113 00:05:29,975 --> 00:05:32,686 Besides... it's my birthday 114 00:05:32,686 --> 00:05:35,564 and I want my two besties there to celebrate me. 115 00:05:36,315 --> 00:05:39,109 Pretty, pretty, pretty, please. 116 00:05:39,109 --> 00:05:40,319 Okay, fine. 117 00:05:40,319 --> 00:05:41,236 Yay! 118 00:05:41,779 --> 00:05:45,949 Oh, P.S., I saw the news this morning about your sexy ex. 119 00:05:45,949 --> 00:05:48,202 It's so sad what's happening to him. 120 00:05:48,202 --> 00:05:49,536 What are you talking about? 121 00:05:49,536 --> 00:05:50,788 The lawsuit. 122 00:05:50,788 --> 00:05:52,039 What? 123 00:05:52,039 --> 00:05:53,248 Oh. 124 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:00,714 I mean, at least it's a nice picture. 125 00:06:00,714 --> 00:06:03,634 He is so photogenic. 126 00:06:09,515 --> 00:06:11,809 Sash, what's with the getup? 127 00:06:12,559 --> 00:06:15,729 This is what it's like when you're top of Twitter's 10 Most Hated. 128 00:06:15,729 --> 00:06:18,774 One second I'm talking about Kam's magic penis 129 00:06:18,774 --> 00:06:20,526 and the next, I'm anti-feminist? 130 00:06:20,526 --> 00:06:22,569 It's ridiculous but it'll blow over. 131 00:06:22,569 --> 00:06:25,364 - It's a 60-second news cycle these days. - Yeah. 132 00:06:25,364 --> 00:06:29,701 And, hey, at least I'm not being sued for $450 million. 133 00:06:29,701 --> 00:06:30,994 Oh, my God. Right? 134 00:06:30,994 --> 00:06:32,579 I still can't believe it. 135 00:06:33,413 --> 00:06:36,625 I mean, I'm sure Brad's totally innocent. 136 00:06:36,625 --> 00:06:38,377 Of course you think that. 137 00:06:38,377 --> 00:06:41,713 Brad loved his artists like family. He would never steal from them. 138 00:06:41,713 --> 00:06:44,800 Even that article said it was that guy, Ron Shelby, 139 00:06:44,800 --> 00:06:47,177 who did the actual embezzling. Do you remember him? 140 00:06:47,177 --> 00:06:50,806 I always had a bad feeling about him. I even told Brad that when he hired him. 141 00:06:50,806 --> 00:06:54,768 Plus, he shaved his arms. Never trust a man who shaves his arms. 142 00:06:54,768 --> 00:06:56,311 Brad must be devastated. 143 00:06:56,311 --> 00:06:58,397 I wish there was something I could do. 144 00:06:58,397 --> 00:07:01,400 Uh, yeah, that definitely falls under the category of-- 145 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:03,193 Not my sink, not my dishes? 146 00:07:03,193 --> 00:07:05,237 I was gonna say, not your garden, not your weeds, 147 00:07:05,237 --> 00:07:06,697 but same thing. 148 00:07:06,697 --> 00:07:07,739 I know. 149 00:07:08,699 --> 00:07:10,409 Maybe I should reach out to him. 150 00:07:10,409 --> 00:07:15,289 Do you not remember how hard it was seeing him and his wife at Majid's party? 151 00:07:15,289 --> 00:07:18,834 I really think I have to put all that stuff to the side. 152 00:07:18,834 --> 00:07:22,796 That business is cutthroat. People can turn on you in a second. 153 00:07:22,796 --> 00:07:27,384 You know, he probably needs a friend right now. 154 00:07:27,384 --> 00:07:29,094 You're gonna be his friend? 155 00:07:29,094 --> 00:07:30,471 He'd do it for me. 156 00:07:30,471 --> 00:07:34,141 And he would do it for you too, Sash. You know that. 157 00:07:34,141 --> 00:07:35,434 Okay, fine. 158 00:07:37,227 --> 00:07:39,563 Are you sure you aren't wanting to reach out to Brad 159 00:07:39,563 --> 00:07:41,482 'cause you're in a bad place with Majid? 160 00:07:42,191 --> 00:07:43,859 We're not in a bad place. 161 00:07:44,776 --> 00:07:46,111 We're in no place. 162 00:07:46,111 --> 00:07:49,323 He hasn't reached out since the party and neither have I. 163 00:07:49,323 --> 00:07:51,408 I haven't even had time to think about it. 164 00:07:51,408 --> 00:07:54,328 - This is my first day back in the city. - I know. 165 00:07:54,328 --> 00:07:56,538 It's gonna be what it's gonna be. 166 00:07:56,538 --> 00:08:01,502 But me reaching out to Brad has nothing to do with Majid. 167 00:08:03,086 --> 00:08:04,630 I'm gonna text him. 168 00:08:11,011 --> 00:08:11,845 Hey. 169 00:08:12,596 --> 00:08:13,639 Hey. 170 00:08:13,639 --> 00:08:15,641 Do you want me to cancel my shoot and stay? 171 00:08:16,808 --> 00:08:19,394 I'm happy to. I want to support you in any way I can. 172 00:08:19,394 --> 00:08:21,855 It'll all be fine. I'm gonna beat this. 173 00:08:21,855 --> 00:08:23,065 Of course you are. 174 00:08:24,066 --> 00:08:26,735 You're Brad Simon, you always come out on top. 175 00:08:27,778 --> 00:08:28,695 [cell phone chimes] 176 00:08:33,992 --> 00:08:34,826 What is it? 177 00:08:38,330 --> 00:08:39,915 It's nothing. Just... 178 00:08:40,874 --> 00:08:42,584 It's just one of the lawyers. 179 00:08:46,672 --> 00:08:47,506 Listen... 180 00:08:49,174 --> 00:08:51,677 I'm not just here for the good times, okay? 181 00:08:52,302 --> 00:08:54,972 I want you to know you can lean on me all the time. 182 00:08:55,639 --> 00:08:56,682 I'm your wife. 183 00:09:03,897 --> 00:09:05,107 Don't forget to eat. 184 00:09:08,402 --> 00:09:09,236 I won't. 185 00:09:09,987 --> 00:09:11,655 You have a good shoot, okay? 186 00:09:34,011 --> 00:09:34,845 Nothing. 187 00:09:34,845 --> 00:09:37,180 A least someone has good boundaries. 188 00:09:39,516 --> 00:09:41,768 Oh, wait. He's writing back. 189 00:09:44,271 --> 00:09:45,147 He wants to meet. 190 00:09:45,147 --> 00:09:46,481 Oh, for fuck's sake. 191 00:09:46,481 --> 00:09:47,941 I have to be there for him. 192 00:09:47,941 --> 00:09:49,860 It's the right thing to do. 193 00:10:05,626 --> 00:10:06,460 His loft. 194 00:10:08,170 --> 00:10:09,004 You know what? 195 00:10:09,671 --> 00:10:12,841 I have enough of a clusterfuck of my own to deal with today. 196 00:10:12,841 --> 00:10:15,427 Have fun being Brad's friend. 197 00:10:15,427 --> 00:10:18,055 I'm sure that's gonna be super easy for you. 198 00:10:38,950 --> 00:10:40,494 [Brad] Thanks for coming. 199 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:45,290 - For reaching out. - Of course. Yeah. 200 00:10:46,375 --> 00:10:48,877 Where's, um, Gigi? 201 00:10:49,711 --> 00:10:50,545 She's... 202 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:53,256 She's on a shoot. 203 00:10:55,258 --> 00:10:56,593 Do you want a coffee? 204 00:10:56,593 --> 00:10:57,511 - Sure. - Yeah. 205 00:10:57,511 --> 00:10:58,637 Yeah. 206 00:11:10,065 --> 00:11:11,191 [moaning] 207 00:11:25,622 --> 00:11:26,957 You have a new couch. 208 00:11:28,250 --> 00:11:29,376 It's pink. 209 00:11:30,168 --> 00:11:31,420 It's blush. 210 00:11:32,546 --> 00:11:33,880 I was assured of that. 211 00:11:36,049 --> 00:11:37,592 And you're a Buddhist now. 212 00:11:38,969 --> 00:11:40,345 Uh, Gigi got it. 213 00:11:40,345 --> 00:11:42,472 She's made a few changes here. 214 00:11:44,015 --> 00:11:45,142 [Billie] I can see that. 215 00:11:50,355 --> 00:11:51,189 Thank you. 216 00:11:54,484 --> 00:11:55,360 You wanna sit? 217 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:57,154 - Yeah. - Yeah, yeah. 218 00:12:08,039 --> 00:12:11,126 You were the first person I wanted to call when it all happened. 219 00:12:13,587 --> 00:12:15,464 You always warned me about Ron. 220 00:12:17,549 --> 00:12:19,259 I really fucked up. I... 221 00:12:21,094 --> 00:12:23,722 I wasn't overseeing the day-to-day the way I should have. 222 00:12:24,598 --> 00:12:26,141 I knew Ron was tough... 223 00:12:27,934 --> 00:12:30,312 but I had no idea he was stealing. I swear. 224 00:12:30,312 --> 00:12:31,897 Of course you didn't. 225 00:12:32,981 --> 00:12:34,774 I should've listened to you. 226 00:12:38,069 --> 00:12:40,197 You've always known what's good for me. 227 00:12:41,198 --> 00:12:42,782 Before I know it myself. 228 00:12:45,035 --> 00:12:47,287 I'm always coming around too late. 229 00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:53,460 I think I'm gonna lose the company. 230 00:12:56,421 --> 00:12:58,590 I don't know who I am without it. 231 00:12:59,799 --> 00:13:00,634 Brad... 232 00:13:02,469 --> 00:13:04,262 You are not your company. 233 00:13:05,347 --> 00:13:09,184 I know how much it means to you and meant to you for your dad. 234 00:13:09,184 --> 00:13:12,020 But you made all that right before he passed. 235 00:13:12,020 --> 00:13:14,814 There is so much more to you than your success. 236 00:13:15,815 --> 00:13:18,109 I'm about to be a father, Billie. 237 00:13:20,654 --> 00:13:22,113 And I'm scared to death. 238 00:13:24,157 --> 00:13:24,991 The money... 239 00:13:25,992 --> 00:13:29,246 was the one thing I knew I had going for me. 240 00:13:30,121 --> 00:13:31,331 You know? 241 00:13:32,374 --> 00:13:34,167 I knew, if nothing else, I... 242 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:40,507 I could provide for my son. 243 00:13:42,217 --> 00:13:43,051 But now... 244 00:13:46,513 --> 00:13:48,598 You're gonna be a great father. 245 00:13:50,725 --> 00:13:52,477 I've always known that. 246 00:13:53,645 --> 00:13:57,190 Whether it happened with us or with Gigi. 247 00:14:01,152 --> 00:14:02,821 That little boy is lucky... 248 00:14:03,530 --> 00:14:05,073 to have you as his dad. 249 00:14:48,658 --> 00:14:50,327 You don't want to do this. 250 00:14:53,955 --> 00:14:54,831 Maybe I do. 251 00:15:01,504 --> 00:15:02,422 Well, I don't. 252 00:15:08,970 --> 00:15:09,846 I can't. 253 00:15:13,642 --> 00:15:15,936 You've always been right about me too. 254 00:15:18,271 --> 00:15:21,358 This isn't who I am, who I want to be. 255 00:15:23,109 --> 00:15:24,653 This is not who you are either. 256 00:15:37,916 --> 00:15:40,293 [new age music playing over speakers] 257 00:15:40,293 --> 00:15:41,503 Hello, Mick. 258 00:15:43,713 --> 00:15:44,673 Oh. 259 00:15:45,632 --> 00:15:46,466 I'm sorry. 260 00:15:46,466 --> 00:15:48,885 Your assistant said you wanted to meet. 261 00:15:48,885 --> 00:15:49,803 Sit down. 262 00:15:51,763 --> 00:15:55,266 As I predicted, your brand is bleeding out. 263 00:15:55,266 --> 00:15:58,478 Got a Dr. Evans problem you got to fix, stat. 264 00:15:58,478 --> 00:16:01,231 I know, but I'm sure it's all gonna blow over. 265 00:16:01,982 --> 00:16:04,901 It's a 60-second news cycle these days, right? 266 00:16:04,901 --> 00:16:08,863 Besides, I have been preparing some inspired 267 00:16:08,863 --> 00:16:12,617 hashtag "IndependentWoman4Life" posts that are gonna slay. 268 00:16:12,617 --> 00:16:13,576 [mimics buzzer] 269 00:16:13,576 --> 00:16:16,871 Not gonna cut it. This is your personal Chernobyl. 270 00:16:16,871 --> 00:16:19,833 You need to put on your hazmat suit and clean this shit up. 271 00:16:19,833 --> 00:16:23,378 You're writing a book called Unattached. You gotta be unattached. 272 00:16:23,378 --> 00:16:24,546 [Sasha] Okay, I hear you. 273 00:16:24,546 --> 00:16:28,383 But here's another idea just to chew on. 274 00:16:28,383 --> 00:16:29,968 What if I push back, 275 00:16:29,968 --> 00:16:34,389 make Kam eat a little crow so that we're reframing the issue to: 276 00:16:34,389 --> 00:16:37,600 "Sasha Snow has got her man in check." 277 00:16:39,310 --> 00:16:41,146 - It's good. - It's shit. 278 00:16:41,146 --> 00:16:42,856 Independent Woman for Life 279 00:16:42,856 --> 00:16:47,027 rehabs some douchebag who shuts her up in front of 4 million viewers? 280 00:16:47,027 --> 00:16:51,489 Okay. That hand-over-mouth thing was taken way out of context. 281 00:16:51,489 --> 00:16:53,199 We were just joking around. 282 00:16:54,075 --> 00:16:55,035 We're done. 283 00:16:55,744 --> 00:16:56,703 [music stops] 284 00:17:01,291 --> 00:17:05,003 Perception... is reality. 285 00:17:06,421 --> 00:17:09,257 I was just on the phone with Goop Lab's executive producer 286 00:17:09,257 --> 00:17:11,468 pitching you for a regular segment. 287 00:17:12,260 --> 00:17:15,263 She was practically creaming her panties over the idea. 288 00:17:15,263 --> 00:17:16,848 Oh, my God. 289 00:17:18,475 --> 00:17:20,060 That's amazing. 290 00:17:20,060 --> 00:17:22,645 Yeah, well, it's only a dress rehearsal. 291 00:17:23,480 --> 00:17:25,940 You could be Gwyneth's Dr. Phil... 292 00:17:26,941 --> 00:17:28,777 but you gotta do things my way. 293 00:17:28,777 --> 00:17:30,361 I'm an independent woman. 294 00:17:31,696 --> 00:17:33,156 Isn't it my job to question you? 295 00:17:34,908 --> 00:17:37,452 Sally, get me Amanda Gorman on the phone. 296 00:17:40,205 --> 00:17:41,331 I was just playing. 297 00:17:43,750 --> 00:17:45,585 I really wanna make this work. 298 00:17:46,419 --> 00:17:48,004 Then 86 the boyfriend. 299 00:17:48,004 --> 00:17:50,423 - [Sally] I have Amanda. - Amanda. 300 00:17:50,423 --> 00:17:53,176 Poet! Renaissance woman of the century! 301 00:17:53,176 --> 00:17:54,677 You ever hear of Goop? 302 00:17:59,265 --> 00:18:00,391 Billie. 303 00:18:00,391 --> 00:18:01,935 I'm so sorry I'm late. 304 00:18:01,935 --> 00:18:04,854 I just-- I got held up at, uh, school. 305 00:18:09,442 --> 00:18:11,986 Well, all that matters is you're here now 306 00:18:13,279 --> 00:18:16,324 and I scheduled some amazing spa treatments for us, 307 00:18:16,324 --> 00:18:21,287 including massages with my favorite masseur of all time, Sven. 308 00:18:21,287 --> 00:18:23,498 - Oh! - That's his real name. 309 00:18:23,498 --> 00:18:25,083 Wow. Can't wait. 310 00:18:26,417 --> 00:18:28,503 Caroline, I have your room ready. 311 00:18:28,503 --> 00:18:30,171 - Just how you like it. - Great. 312 00:18:31,339 --> 00:18:35,760 He knows I love a warm massage table with a couple drops of eucalyptus oil. 313 00:18:37,262 --> 00:18:38,263 See you later. 314 00:18:40,932 --> 00:18:41,766 Billie... 315 00:18:43,476 --> 00:18:44,686 I'm so sorry. 316 00:18:45,645 --> 00:18:47,480 - I've been trying to reach you. - I know. 317 00:18:50,567 --> 00:18:52,485 - I just-- - [Helen] Billie and Trina? 318 00:18:52,485 --> 00:18:54,737 Hi. I'm Helen, 319 00:18:54,737 --> 00:18:58,658 and I am taking you for your restorative couple's seaweed wrap. 320 00:18:58,658 --> 00:19:01,369 Oh, no, no, no, no. We're not a couple. 321 00:19:02,579 --> 00:19:05,874 This is a judgment free space. Follow me. 322 00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:11,004 Hey, Ben. 323 00:19:11,004 --> 00:19:16,092 Sorry, Cooper, but I have instructions from Francesca not to let you up. 324 00:19:19,846 --> 00:19:23,016 Could you please call her and let her know I'm here? 325 00:19:23,016 --> 00:19:25,393 Don't you want to call her yourself? 326 00:19:27,478 --> 00:19:29,189 I think it'll be better if you do it. 327 00:19:35,820 --> 00:19:37,572 Now, hand me your robes. 328 00:19:39,032 --> 00:19:42,452 Ladies, we're all women of the earth here 329 00:19:43,036 --> 00:19:46,831 and shedding our cloaks is part of the cleansing process. Just... 330 00:19:47,457 --> 00:19:52,295 [exhales sharply] Good. Very good. Thank you. 331 00:19:52,295 --> 00:19:54,214 Now, take the seaweed. 332 00:19:54,214 --> 00:19:59,677 Go ahead. Take it and gently rub it onto the front of your bodies. 333 00:20:00,845 --> 00:20:03,389 Very good. Yes, Just like that. 334 00:20:03,389 --> 00:20:06,476 And make sure to cover all the areas. 335 00:20:06,476 --> 00:20:09,646 Really feel the curative effects of that seaweed 336 00:20:09,646 --> 00:20:12,899 as it draws out those toxins 337 00:20:12,899 --> 00:20:16,986 and releases all of that negative energy. 338 00:20:18,238 --> 00:20:20,406 [yelling] Release that energy. Release! 339 00:20:25,578 --> 00:20:27,914 [in normal voice] I want you to do each other's backs. 340 00:20:27,914 --> 00:20:28,915 That's okay. 341 00:20:28,915 --> 00:20:31,209 I have really long arms, I can reach. 342 00:20:31,209 --> 00:20:36,005 No, no, no. Open yourselves up to each other's restorative touch. 343 00:20:37,048 --> 00:20:39,759 Hmm? I'll be back in a few minutes. 344 00:20:44,764 --> 00:20:48,226 Is it okay to use my restorative touch on you? 345 00:20:48,810 --> 00:20:50,228 I hear it works wonders. 346 00:20:52,605 --> 00:20:55,275 Honestly, it'll help if I don't have to look you in the eye 347 00:20:55,275 --> 00:20:57,151 when I say what I have to say to you. 348 00:21:00,822 --> 00:21:01,656 Have at it. 349 00:21:07,495 --> 00:21:09,539 I am so truly sorry... 350 00:21:10,498 --> 00:21:11,332 and... 351 00:21:12,875 --> 00:21:13,710 ashamed... 352 00:21:14,794 --> 00:21:16,462 of what happened with Cooper 353 00:21:17,130 --> 00:21:18,464 and especially Hudson. 354 00:21:18,464 --> 00:21:19,507 Is he okay? 355 00:21:21,426 --> 00:21:24,053 We convinced him you two were playing a game. 356 00:21:25,054 --> 00:21:27,348 He's young enough that he bought it. 357 00:21:29,392 --> 00:21:30,393 I'm really glad. 358 00:21:33,771 --> 00:21:35,606 What I did was not to hurt you. 359 00:21:36,441 --> 00:21:37,859 I need you to know that. 360 00:21:39,319 --> 00:21:40,403 I've just been... 361 00:21:42,780 --> 00:21:47,160 so envious of you for having the guts to go after your own happiness 362 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:51,080 when I don't even have the foggiest idea what would make me happy. 363 00:21:51,998 --> 00:21:53,624 What are you talking about? 364 00:21:55,918 --> 00:21:59,547 Turns out the sex parties were just a distraction 365 00:21:59,547 --> 00:22:01,632 from what was happening in my marriage... 366 00:22:03,217 --> 00:22:04,886 or what wasn't happening. 367 00:22:06,721 --> 00:22:09,349 I tried going back to work. Like you. 368 00:22:12,143 --> 00:22:14,187 Honestly, I'm grasping at straws, 369 00:22:14,187 --> 00:22:16,356 and Cooper was one of those straws. 370 00:22:17,398 --> 00:22:18,566 Trina. 371 00:22:20,109 --> 00:22:22,278 You should not be envious of me. 372 00:22:23,363 --> 00:22:25,448 I don't have anything figured out. 373 00:22:25,448 --> 00:22:26,741 Not by a mile. 374 00:22:26,741 --> 00:22:28,451 You made such bold choices. 375 00:22:29,744 --> 00:22:31,037 You didn't just stay silent, 376 00:22:31,037 --> 00:22:32,663 do what we're all supposed to do, 377 00:22:32,663 --> 00:22:34,874 keep our mouths shut and act grateful. 378 00:22:36,709 --> 00:22:38,920 You can make bold choices too, you know. 379 00:22:40,505 --> 00:22:44,967 And I will be here to help you in any way that I can. 380 00:22:46,761 --> 00:22:48,429 [Helen] Okay, ladies. 381 00:22:48,429 --> 00:22:52,308 Are we ready to rinse all that negative energy away? 382 00:22:53,226 --> 00:22:55,853 Yes, Helen. Let's rinse that shit away. 383 00:23:00,149 --> 00:23:01,609 [Francesca] Cooper. 384 00:23:01,609 --> 00:23:03,778 Here's your shit. We're done. 385 00:23:03,778 --> 00:23:07,073 What the hell is he doing here? The receptionist's not enough for you? 386 00:23:07,073 --> 00:23:09,992 Got big cojones coming at me given what you did with my wife. 387 00:23:09,992 --> 00:23:12,620 I called Devon after you went MIA. 388 00:23:12,620 --> 00:23:15,081 I called everyone because I thought you were dead. 389 00:23:15,081 --> 00:23:18,793 But after the earful I got from him, you may as well be. 390 00:23:18,793 --> 00:23:22,713 - Can we talk in private? Just you and me. - No, he stays. 391 00:23:24,048 --> 00:23:27,510 I want you to be humiliated the same way you humiliated me. 392 00:23:30,138 --> 00:23:30,972 Okay. 393 00:23:32,306 --> 00:23:33,224 I'm sorry. 394 00:23:34,267 --> 00:23:38,688 I jumped in with both feet too soon 395 00:23:38,688 --> 00:23:42,525 and I hadn't processed all of the unresolved baggage with Billie and me. 396 00:23:42,525 --> 00:23:44,527 And I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. 397 00:23:44,527 --> 00:23:45,528 In the middle? 398 00:23:48,614 --> 00:23:50,783 I thought we were building a life together. 399 00:23:50,783 --> 00:23:52,994 I lost my job because of you. 400 00:23:52,994 --> 00:23:56,873 Now I'm unhireable because you made me the whore of Wall Street. 401 00:23:56,873 --> 00:24:00,001 I'm so sorry, Francesca. 402 00:24:05,590 --> 00:24:07,675 The truth is, it wasn't just Trina. 403 00:24:08,593 --> 00:24:10,094 There were others. 404 00:24:11,345 --> 00:24:13,306 There was a woman at the Chinese restaurant. 405 00:24:14,849 --> 00:24:15,933 Oh, my God. 406 00:24:15,933 --> 00:24:17,685 My Uber driver last night. 407 00:24:18,269 --> 00:24:19,312 Dude. 408 00:24:19,312 --> 00:24:23,399 I'm just... I'm fucked up right now. Okay? 409 00:24:23,399 --> 00:24:26,235 I used to think Billie was the problem in your marriage, 410 00:24:26,235 --> 00:24:27,862 but maybe I had it wrong. 411 00:24:28,905 --> 00:24:30,406 Maybe the problem is you. 412 00:24:30,990 --> 00:24:34,452 - So, what can I do to make it right? - You could've talked to me. 413 00:24:34,452 --> 00:24:37,330 You could've told me any part of what was going on. 414 00:24:37,330 --> 00:24:39,957 But you did nothing. You said nothing. 415 00:24:41,334 --> 00:24:42,877 This is private property. 416 00:24:44,587 --> 00:24:46,214 Take your shit and get out. 417 00:24:48,257 --> 00:24:50,551 Francesca, wait. 418 00:25:12,490 --> 00:25:15,993 [Caroline sighs] I feel like a new woman. 419 00:25:17,787 --> 00:25:20,706 How was your seaweed wrap? You and Trina make up? 420 00:25:21,749 --> 00:25:22,583 Yeah. 421 00:25:23,292 --> 00:25:24,460 I think we did. 422 00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:25,795 - Yay! - Mm-hm. 423 00:25:26,462 --> 00:25:29,090 I knew Helen would clear out all of that bad energy. 424 00:25:29,090 --> 00:25:31,342 She is very insistent about that. 425 00:25:31,342 --> 00:25:32,510 Mm. 426 00:25:34,262 --> 00:25:35,388 So... 427 00:25:36,889 --> 00:25:39,183 have you talked to bad boy Brad about the lawsuit? 428 00:25:40,309 --> 00:25:42,019 No. Why would I? 429 00:25:42,019 --> 00:25:43,771 - We're not together. - I know. 430 00:25:44,313 --> 00:25:46,774 But you never said why you're not. 431 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:49,068 Brad had such a pull on you. 432 00:25:49,068 --> 00:25:51,070 I was so excited for what might happen. 433 00:25:51,070 --> 00:25:54,031 I used to lie in bed thinking about what your life was like now. 434 00:25:54,031 --> 00:25:56,742 - Let me tell you-- - [Trina] What the hell, Caroline. 435 00:25:56,742 --> 00:25:59,996 Your sick fuck of a masseur, Sven, just tried to go down on me. 436 00:25:59,996 --> 00:26:01,539 - What? - Are you serious? 437 00:26:01,539 --> 00:26:03,958 Yeah. I'm about to go report his ass to management. 438 00:26:03,958 --> 00:26:06,961 - No, no, no, you can't. - Why not? 439 00:26:06,961 --> 00:26:09,547 Did he try something on you too, Caroline? 440 00:26:13,384 --> 00:26:14,260 Uh... 441 00:26:14,844 --> 00:26:16,345 Okay, um... 442 00:26:18,222 --> 00:26:20,641 Yes, he did. 443 00:26:20,641 --> 00:26:23,185 And I let him. 444 00:26:24,103 --> 00:26:26,814 In fact, I let him about once a month. 445 00:26:27,398 --> 00:26:29,817 - What the fuck are you talking about? - I'm sorry. 446 00:26:29,817 --> 00:26:32,111 I didn't realize he was doing that with everyone. 447 00:26:32,111 --> 00:26:34,280 I thought it was our special thing. 448 00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:37,658 He probably thought he was doing you a favor like he has been for me. 449 00:26:38,784 --> 00:26:41,662 Okay, Caroline, I don't understand. 450 00:26:41,662 --> 00:26:44,373 You always seemed so happy in your marriage. 451 00:26:44,373 --> 00:26:47,877 I am happy. I love Jeffrey. 452 00:26:47,877 --> 00:26:50,504 But you said I need to start questioning my life. 453 00:26:50,504 --> 00:26:52,256 Oh, my God. So this is on me now? 454 00:26:52,256 --> 00:26:56,093 No. I was inspired... to figure out why I don't like sex. 455 00:26:56,093 --> 00:26:59,764 Well, it turns out I do like sex. I like sex a lot. 456 00:27:00,848 --> 00:27:02,433 Just not with my husband. 457 00:27:04,477 --> 00:27:05,895 Please don't report him. 458 00:27:06,687 --> 00:27:09,023 Don't ruin this for me. 459 00:27:11,233 --> 00:27:12,943 [woman on intercom] There's a delivery here 460 00:27:12,943 --> 00:27:14,320 that requires your signature. 461 00:27:15,738 --> 00:27:16,697 Send him in. 462 00:27:19,700 --> 00:27:21,369 [pop music playing] 463 00:27:21,369 --> 00:27:23,662 Special delivery for Dr. Evans. 464 00:27:33,172 --> 00:27:37,385 ♪ I sit alone in dark places ♪ 465 00:27:37,385 --> 00:27:41,806 ♪ I speak half-truths to total strangers ♪ 466 00:27:41,806 --> 00:27:45,851 ♪ I fake smile through conversation ♪ 467 00:27:46,769 --> 00:27:48,896 ♪ Since I left you... ♪ 468 00:27:48,896 --> 00:27:51,982 I was told a signature would be required. 469 00:27:53,526 --> 00:27:56,028 I'm certain you'll leave your signature. 470 00:27:56,821 --> 00:27:57,655 All... 471 00:27:59,824 --> 00:28:00,699 over... 472 00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:02,284 me. 473 00:28:23,889 --> 00:28:26,434 You know these walls are paper thin. 474 00:28:28,060 --> 00:28:30,187 Then you better not scream too loud. 475 00:28:36,485 --> 00:28:38,654 Have fun being a patient, Dr. Evans. 476 00:28:40,656 --> 00:28:41,824 [both moaning] 477 00:28:47,163 --> 00:28:50,499 Well, the scent of eucalyptus is forever ruined for me. 478 00:28:50,499 --> 00:28:53,085 Oh, he gave you the eucalyptus too? 479 00:28:54,545 --> 00:28:55,963 Listen, um... 480 00:28:56,672 --> 00:29:02,511 I know on some level I should be... flattered. 481 00:29:02,511 --> 00:29:05,723 I mean, you both are making some really big decisions 482 00:29:05,723 --> 00:29:09,727 based on... me and my life choices, but... 483 00:29:11,395 --> 00:29:13,147 I'm not so sure that's a good idea. 484 00:29:13,147 --> 00:29:14,231 [Caroline] Why not? 485 00:29:17,443 --> 00:29:19,111 I did go see Brad today. 486 00:29:19,111 --> 00:29:20,196 [gasps] 487 00:29:20,738 --> 00:29:23,032 - Did something happen? - It almost did. 488 00:29:24,116 --> 00:29:25,534 I wanted it to. 489 00:29:27,036 --> 00:29:28,120 But... 490 00:29:30,539 --> 00:29:32,792 - I have a boyfriend. - A boyfriend? 491 00:29:32,792 --> 00:29:34,126 That's so exciting. 492 00:29:34,126 --> 00:29:37,838 Well, I mean, things are a little weird right now. 493 00:29:37,838 --> 00:29:39,340 Because you still love Brad? 494 00:29:39,965 --> 00:29:40,925 Brad is married. 495 00:29:41,884 --> 00:29:44,303 He and his wife are about to have a baby. 496 00:29:44,303 --> 00:29:47,056 No. That's so sad. 497 00:29:48,182 --> 00:29:50,267 I mean, happy for them. A child is a blessing. 498 00:29:50,267 --> 00:29:51,560 But sad for you... 499 00:29:53,145 --> 00:29:54,647 - and also me. - [cell phone chimes] 500 00:29:57,691 --> 00:29:59,944 - Oh, shit. - [Trina] What's wrong? 501 00:29:59,944 --> 00:30:00,861 Who is it? 502 00:30:02,947 --> 00:30:04,532 Brad's wife. 503 00:30:07,701 --> 00:30:09,620 [Kam] I know the last few days have been rough, 504 00:30:09,620 --> 00:30:13,040 but I'm happy to report you still got your swagger. 505 00:30:14,917 --> 00:30:16,961 But speaking of which, 506 00:30:18,254 --> 00:30:22,675 Mick called me in to discuss how to stop the hemorrhaging. 507 00:30:22,675 --> 00:30:24,343 Like a Twitter tourniquet. 508 00:30:25,386 --> 00:30:29,974 Actually, we decided I should break up with you. 509 00:30:31,100 --> 00:30:33,185 - Publicly. - You're breaking up with me? 510 00:30:34,103 --> 00:30:35,980 No, of course not. 511 00:30:36,605 --> 00:30:39,817 We can keep seeing each other just in private. 512 00:30:39,817 --> 00:30:41,193 In secret? 513 00:30:41,193 --> 00:30:45,906 Hey, secrecy... can be really hot. 514 00:30:45,906 --> 00:30:48,450 Oh, my God. 515 00:30:49,952 --> 00:30:52,037 That's why you came and seduced me. 516 00:30:52,037 --> 00:30:54,999 To soften me up before lowering the boom. 517 00:30:54,999 --> 00:30:56,584 That's not what this is. 518 00:30:56,584 --> 00:31:00,838 No, this is you sacrificing your integrity for your brand. 519 00:31:03,465 --> 00:31:07,303 I have to do whatever it takes to expand my platform, 520 00:31:07,303 --> 00:31:09,680 to teach women to fight back against the patriarchy 521 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:11,765 and live the way they want to. You know that. 522 00:31:11,765 --> 00:31:12,975 Whatever it takes, huh? 523 00:31:12,975 --> 00:31:15,144 My next book is called Unattached. 524 00:31:15,144 --> 00:31:17,146 Your agent came up with that title, not you. 525 00:31:17,146 --> 00:31:20,733 It's a good fucking title because it describes who I am, 526 00:31:20,733 --> 00:31:24,570 who I've been for the last 17 years before you showed up again. 527 00:31:24,570 --> 00:31:26,572 But it's not who you are now. 528 00:31:27,364 --> 00:31:29,116 Like it or not, you have a partner. 529 00:31:29,116 --> 00:31:30,159 As of last week, 530 00:31:30,159 --> 00:31:33,454 you were telling me how sustained you felt by that partnership. 531 00:31:33,454 --> 00:31:36,248 - Why don't you tell that to your fans? - I will. 532 00:31:36,248 --> 00:31:39,043 My next book can be about that. I can be honest then. 533 00:31:40,502 --> 00:31:41,503 Sasha, look around. 534 00:31:41,503 --> 00:31:46,383 My whole career has been built on living a life of integrity. 535 00:31:46,383 --> 00:31:49,637 How could you possibly expect me to cosign 536 00:31:49,637 --> 00:31:52,598 on selling some bullshit reality? 537 00:31:52,598 --> 00:31:53,974 Oh, I see. 538 00:31:53,974 --> 00:31:54,934 We're back to that. 539 00:31:55,643 --> 00:31:58,062 Your career, which always comes before mine. 540 00:31:58,062 --> 00:31:59,229 Mm-mm. Stop. 541 00:32:00,397 --> 00:32:04,401 That is not what this is. I'm just not gonna live a lie. 542 00:32:06,153 --> 00:32:07,655 I love you, Sasha Snow. 543 00:32:10,741 --> 00:32:12,326 But you've got a decision to make. 544 00:32:16,538 --> 00:32:17,957 ["Cheers to Poison" playing] 545 00:32:20,834 --> 00:32:22,503 [man] Elongate your torso. 546 00:32:23,128 --> 00:32:25,839 All right. Chin up. Yes. A little to the right. 547 00:32:25,839 --> 00:32:26,799 Little to the left. 548 00:32:26,799 --> 00:32:28,342 Beautiful. Okay. 549 00:32:28,342 --> 00:32:31,053 Chin down a tiny bit. Straight into the lens. 550 00:32:31,053 --> 00:32:33,055 Right. Love that. 551 00:32:33,055 --> 00:32:35,599 All right, legs up. Arch your back. 552 00:32:38,227 --> 00:32:39,228 You're exquisite. 553 00:32:44,274 --> 00:32:45,693 Sorry, Nino, I need ten. 554 00:32:45,693 --> 00:32:46,610 [Nino] Okay. 555 00:32:58,747 --> 00:33:02,626 Gigi, wow. You're gorgeous. 556 00:33:02,626 --> 00:33:04,878 I know you were at the loft earlier. 557 00:33:05,963 --> 00:33:09,341 I get notifications on my phone with camera footage when someone buzzes up. 558 00:33:10,592 --> 00:33:12,302 What were you doing there? 559 00:33:12,302 --> 00:33:15,055 Oh, I just reached out when I heard the news. 560 00:33:15,055 --> 00:33:16,849 I wanted to make sure Brad was okay. 561 00:33:16,849 --> 00:33:19,018 And then he asked you to come over to our home, 562 00:33:19,018 --> 00:33:21,103 that I'm getting ready for our baby. 563 00:33:22,021 --> 00:33:22,855 As a friend. 564 00:33:29,653 --> 00:33:33,073 You are the ghost in our relationship and I think you always will be. 565 00:33:33,073 --> 00:33:34,158 No, Gigi. 566 00:33:34,158 --> 00:33:36,452 I only recently put it together but I get it now. 567 00:33:38,078 --> 00:33:39,204 You left your husband. 568 00:33:39,204 --> 00:33:41,290 But by that time, Brad was already with me. 569 00:33:42,416 --> 00:33:44,918 So the only reason you two aren't together is this baby. 570 00:33:44,918 --> 00:33:45,961 That's not true. 571 00:33:47,296 --> 00:33:49,840 Brad loves you. That has never been a question. 572 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:50,924 I'm not an idiot. 573 00:33:52,634 --> 00:33:54,303 I saw you both at the party. 574 00:33:54,887 --> 00:33:56,889 How affected you were by each other. 575 00:33:57,765 --> 00:34:00,142 I asked Brad not to contact you again. 576 00:34:00,893 --> 00:34:02,644 But he couldn't help himself. 577 00:34:02,644 --> 00:34:03,729 Look... 578 00:34:04,938 --> 00:34:06,690 Brad is going through a lot. 579 00:34:06,690 --> 00:34:07,775 Oh, I'm aware. 580 00:34:08,942 --> 00:34:10,444 And you have no idea how it feels 581 00:34:10,444 --> 00:34:13,238 to know that you're the one he wants to talk to about this. 582 00:34:14,698 --> 00:34:17,993 [sobbing] Shit. I can't fuck this up, it's a $10,000 makeup job. 583 00:34:17,993 --> 00:34:20,204 No, no. Okay, hold on. 584 00:34:22,372 --> 00:34:23,373 Here you go. 585 00:34:34,343 --> 00:34:35,886 You've had your chance. 586 00:34:37,971 --> 00:34:39,014 Now it's my turn. 587 00:34:40,933 --> 00:34:42,351 Please, let me have it. 588 00:34:53,987 --> 00:34:55,948 [cell phone buzzing] 589 00:34:56,573 --> 00:34:57,699 [groans] 590 00:35:02,496 --> 00:35:03,372 Hey, Olga. 591 00:35:03,372 --> 00:35:07,292 Hey, I was just calling to see how much longer you're going to be. 592 00:35:07,292 --> 00:35:10,921 Hudson says you're going sledding and getting hot chocolate. 593 00:35:10,921 --> 00:35:13,132 Oh... shit. 594 00:35:13,132 --> 00:35:14,174 I got, um... 595 00:35:15,008 --> 00:35:18,595 I got stuck at work and I lost track of time. 596 00:35:21,682 --> 00:35:23,475 Daddy says he's so sorry. 597 00:35:23,475 --> 00:35:25,602 He loves you and he'll see you in the morning. 598 00:35:25,602 --> 00:35:27,938 Yeah, that. 599 00:35:31,316 --> 00:35:32,609 Thank you, Olga. 600 00:35:36,947 --> 00:35:38,115 [whistles] 601 00:35:40,450 --> 00:35:42,286 I'll take another one, please. 602 00:35:42,286 --> 00:35:44,496 Sorry, man. I gotta cut you off. 603 00:35:44,496 --> 00:35:45,706 Happy to call you a cab. 604 00:35:46,456 --> 00:35:49,918 I don't need a fucking cab. I just need another drink. 605 00:35:50,836 --> 00:35:51,712 Not my rules. 606 00:35:56,091 --> 00:35:56,925 Okay. 607 00:35:59,052 --> 00:36:01,805 Your job is to pour. 608 00:36:01,805 --> 00:36:03,557 So, pour. 609 00:36:03,557 --> 00:36:06,560 Do your fucking job. 610 00:36:07,728 --> 00:36:10,314 You want me to come back there and show you how to do it? 611 00:36:10,314 --> 00:36:11,732 Cooper. 612 00:36:13,734 --> 00:36:14,985 [Cooper] Emily? 613 00:36:18,697 --> 00:36:19,907 What are you doing here? 614 00:36:19,907 --> 00:36:23,911 I was getting drinks with some colleagues and I saw you. 615 00:36:23,911 --> 00:36:25,204 Oh. 616 00:36:27,122 --> 00:36:28,040 Here, sit down. 617 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:29,082 Sit down. 618 00:36:29,082 --> 00:36:31,460 Maybe you can get this guy to get us a drink. 619 00:36:31,460 --> 00:36:33,045 I can only stay a moment. 620 00:36:35,631 --> 00:36:37,257 I heard you're getting divorced. 621 00:36:40,052 --> 00:36:41,053 Oh. 622 00:36:41,553 --> 00:36:42,387 Yep. 623 00:36:43,555 --> 00:36:44,556 That's me. 624 00:36:44,556 --> 00:36:47,893 - Mr. Failed Marriage. - Don't do that to yourself. 625 00:36:47,893 --> 00:36:50,604 No one ever tells you how hard this part is. 626 00:36:52,522 --> 00:36:54,858 For months, my standing Postmates order 627 00:36:54,858 --> 00:36:57,110 was an avocado toast and a fifth of Grey Goose. 628 00:36:58,487 --> 00:36:59,738 Plus a straw. 629 00:36:59,738 --> 00:37:02,241 Classy. I know. 630 00:37:06,536 --> 00:37:09,122 Going through a divorce can make you doubt yourself, 631 00:37:09,122 --> 00:37:10,374 your choices. 632 00:37:10,374 --> 00:37:12,668 You start to feel like a fraud. 633 00:37:12,668 --> 00:37:14,920 Yeah. Except maybe I am. 634 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:17,714 The fraud. 635 00:37:19,174 --> 00:37:22,552 I mean, the woman I've been seeing would definitely agree. 636 00:37:23,262 --> 00:37:24,388 And Billie. 637 00:37:25,097 --> 00:37:27,516 Maybe they're both right. 638 00:37:27,516 --> 00:37:28,558 Maybe... 639 00:37:31,270 --> 00:37:34,564 Maybe I'm not the man that I always thought I was. 640 00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:37,234 No. 641 00:37:39,611 --> 00:37:41,488 I've known you for a long time, Cooper. 642 00:37:42,072 --> 00:37:45,826 Long before there ever was a Billie, let alone this other woman. 643 00:37:47,536 --> 00:37:48,745 I know your heart. 644 00:37:50,205 --> 00:37:52,749 I know who you are. And... 645 00:37:54,626 --> 00:37:56,503 I've always loved that man. 646 00:38:05,804 --> 00:38:07,306 No. Not like this. 647 00:38:10,309 --> 00:38:13,687 I know you'll find your way back to yourself, but I can't. 648 00:38:14,604 --> 00:38:16,440 I can't be here for this part. 649 00:38:30,579 --> 00:38:31,788 [cell phone chimes] 650 00:38:45,677 --> 00:38:46,678 [cell phone ringing] 651 00:38:58,315 --> 00:38:59,149 [Majid] Billie. 652 00:39:18,335 --> 00:39:20,504 How'd you know I was a sucker for amaryllis? 653 00:39:20,504 --> 00:39:22,589 Did you think these were for you? 654 00:39:22,589 --> 00:39:24,091 I'm just selling these. 655 00:39:24,091 --> 00:39:26,134 Sir, care to buy some flowers? 656 00:39:30,639 --> 00:39:32,307 What are you doing here? 657 00:39:33,934 --> 00:39:35,102 Yeah. So... 658 00:39:37,729 --> 00:39:41,650 It actually took me a few days to work up the courage to reach out. 659 00:39:42,943 --> 00:39:47,239 Considered just letting the whole thing go rather than... confessing. 660 00:39:48,115 --> 00:39:50,242 It was like, if I don't tell her, we're done. 661 00:39:50,242 --> 00:39:52,953 If I do tell her, we're probably done anyway. 662 00:39:52,953 --> 00:39:54,162 Tell me what, Maj? 663 00:39:57,290 --> 00:39:58,583 You were right. 664 00:39:58,583 --> 00:40:01,211 You have been unflinchingly honest with me, 665 00:40:01,211 --> 00:40:04,089 so I know I need to just man up and do the same. 666 00:40:05,465 --> 00:40:08,051 Crystal was one of my original investors. 667 00:40:08,844 --> 00:40:12,222 I'd been scraping pennies together, raising money for a long time, 668 00:40:12,222 --> 00:40:16,059 finally thought I had enough to put a down payment on the space. 669 00:40:16,852 --> 00:40:20,689 But then in the 11th hour, the last piece of financing fell apart. 670 00:40:22,566 --> 00:40:24,401 I didn't want to ask my family. 671 00:40:26,820 --> 00:40:27,654 I couldn't. 672 00:40:28,655 --> 00:40:29,489 So... 673 00:40:31,324 --> 00:40:33,410 A buddy introduced me to Crystal 674 00:40:33,410 --> 00:40:36,621 and she came through, but there was a string attached. 675 00:40:39,666 --> 00:40:40,876 I have sex with her. 676 00:40:43,044 --> 00:40:46,214 That's... been the arrangement. 677 00:40:46,214 --> 00:40:48,717 I haven't been with her since I met you. 678 00:40:48,717 --> 00:40:50,927 I've been putting her off for months. 679 00:40:50,927 --> 00:40:54,639 But the other night at the restaurant, I knew I had to talk to her. 680 00:40:54,639 --> 00:40:56,725 I shouldn't have let it get as far as it did. 681 00:40:56,725 --> 00:41:00,020 But after you left, I spoke to her and I drew the line. 682 00:41:00,020 --> 00:41:03,064 She is very clear on my boundaries now. 683 00:41:06,276 --> 00:41:09,029 So, I was hoping maybe you could give me another chance. 684 00:41:15,076 --> 00:41:15,994 It's okay. 685 00:41:17,412 --> 00:41:18,538 I get it. 686 00:41:21,208 --> 00:41:24,336 I never would have forgiven myself if I hadn't taken the chance. So... 687 00:41:30,509 --> 00:41:31,384 Wait. 688 00:41:36,181 --> 00:41:37,641 I know what it's like... 689 00:41:38,683 --> 00:41:40,936 to want something so much... 690 00:41:43,396 --> 00:41:46,107 you'll go after it, no matter the consequences. 691 00:41:49,486 --> 00:41:51,613 I saw Brad today. 692 00:41:53,782 --> 00:41:55,450 I reached out under the... 693 00:41:56,618 --> 00:41:58,745 guise of concern about the lawsuit. 694 00:41:58,745 --> 00:42:00,163 But the truth is... 695 00:42:02,582 --> 00:42:03,875 I wanted to see him. 696 00:42:07,128 --> 00:42:08,129 Nothing happened. 697 00:42:11,925 --> 00:42:13,009 But it almost did. 698 00:42:14,052 --> 00:42:14,886 So... 699 00:42:15,554 --> 00:42:17,556 Look, we're both adults. 700 00:42:19,975 --> 00:42:21,518 We both have pasts. 701 00:42:23,019 --> 00:42:25,814 And it would be naive to pretend that we didn't. 702 00:42:33,613 --> 00:42:34,990 Do you want to come up? 703 00:42:37,409 --> 00:42:38,410 Sure. 704 00:42:39,244 --> 00:42:41,746 As soon as I finish selling these flowers. 705 00:42:41,746 --> 00:42:42,998 Give me. 706 00:42:53,258 --> 00:42:54,426 [cell phone ringing] 707 00:42:59,598 --> 00:43:02,309 What is it? There's lots happening here. I've been buried. 708 00:43:02,309 --> 00:43:05,103 [woman] This is the labor and delivery nurse at Mount Sinai. 709 00:43:05,103 --> 00:43:08,356 Your wife's in active labor. She's been trying to reach you. 710 00:43:08,356 --> 00:43:10,817 You should get here as soon as possible. 711 00:43:12,777 --> 00:43:13,903 Oh, my God. 712 00:43:16,531 --> 00:43:17,741 [laughs] 713 00:43:22,662 --> 00:43:24,164 I love you, Billie. 714 00:43:24,164 --> 00:43:25,874 I want to be everything to you. 715 00:43:25,874 --> 00:43:27,459 Tell me what you want. 716 00:43:27,459 --> 00:43:30,420 What you've never dared to say. Or do. 717 00:43:30,420 --> 00:43:31,463 [Billie moans] 718 00:43:33,548 --> 00:43:34,382 Anything? 719 00:43:39,679 --> 00:43:41,056 ["Make It Work" playing] 720 00:43:44,684 --> 00:43:46,061 Sasha, hi. 721 00:43:46,061 --> 00:43:48,730 - Hi. - Where's Dr. Evans? 722 00:43:48,730 --> 00:43:50,273 Flying solo, Sangita. 723 00:43:50,273 --> 00:43:52,901 Well, there's been a lot of Internet chatter 724 00:43:52,901 --> 00:43:54,944 about hashtag "TalkToTheHand." 725 00:43:54,944 --> 00:43:56,738 What do you have to say? 726 00:43:56,738 --> 00:44:01,451 What I'll say is sexism and misogyny are so prevalent in our society, 727 00:44:01,451 --> 00:44:05,163 so internalized, that even someone like me fell prey. 728 00:44:05,914 --> 00:44:08,750 I should've never attributed my success to a man. 729 00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:11,878 The only person responsible for my success is me. 730 00:44:12,504 --> 00:44:15,131 So, are you and Kam still together? 731 00:44:15,131 --> 00:44:16,633 Oh, honey. 732 00:44:16,633 --> 00:44:19,844 I'm an independent woman for life and always will be. 733 00:44:19,844 --> 00:44:22,305 Yeah, Sasha Snow not melting for anyone! 734 00:44:22,305 --> 00:44:23,264 That's right. 735 00:44:23,264 --> 00:44:24,974 [Sangita] So, what comes next? 736 00:44:24,974 --> 00:44:27,310 [Sasha] Well, next is my new book. 737 00:44:27,310 --> 00:44:30,438 You'll have to check it out. It's called Unattached. 738 00:44:30,438 --> 00:44:32,440 [Sangita] Thank you so much. Have a good night. 739 00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:33,441 [Sasha] Thank you. 740 00:44:33,441 --> 00:44:34,609 [TV turns off] 741 00:44:34,609 --> 00:44:36,486 ["All The Things Lost" playing] 742 00:44:37,112 --> 00:44:43,660 ♪ Oh, no words could ever help Relieve this pain ♪ 743 00:44:47,414 --> 00:44:49,541 [vocalizing] 744 00:44:57,590 --> 00:44:58,425 Hi. 745 00:45:01,970 --> 00:45:03,471 Not everyone has it. 746 00:45:05,723 --> 00:45:10,103 ♪ All our silence could not excuse... ♪ 747 00:45:10,103 --> 00:45:11,688 [Billie] The desire to wake up. 748 00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:14,816 To stop sleepwalking through our lives. 749 00:45:18,319 --> 00:45:20,655 To stop trying to do the right thing... 750 00:45:21,656 --> 00:45:23,283 while denying our truth. 751 00:45:30,290 --> 00:45:32,917 Francesca. I'm just checking in. 752 00:45:32,917 --> 00:45:36,212 I know today was rough, and I'm here for you. 753 00:45:37,130 --> 00:45:40,717 So, call me day or night. 754 00:45:41,885 --> 00:45:43,470 [Billie] But those of us who do... 755 00:45:47,140 --> 00:45:48,016 What's happening? 756 00:45:49,225 --> 00:45:50,310 I want a divorce. 757 00:45:50,894 --> 00:45:54,731 ...who are ready to stop settling for what we don't want... 758 00:45:56,566 --> 00:45:58,359 and identify what we do... 759 00:46:01,696 --> 00:46:08,119 ♪ Anything other Than what we already know ♪ 760 00:46:10,872 --> 00:46:12,874 [Billie] ...we tread in dangerous waters. 761 00:46:17,670 --> 00:46:19,297 Because once you wake up... 762 00:46:22,967 --> 00:46:26,262 once you get even just a tiny taste... 763 00:46:31,392 --> 00:46:33,061 there's no going back. 764 00:46:43,947 --> 00:46:45,615 And doing the right thing... 765 00:46:45,615 --> 00:46:48,201 Is this Gigi Everett's room? I'm Brad Simon, the father. 766 00:46:48,201 --> 00:46:50,245 Hang on. You gotta put on a gown. 767 00:46:50,245 --> 00:46:51,913 [Billie] ...will never feel right again. 768 00:46:52,997 --> 00:46:54,249 At least not for you. 769 00:46:59,504 --> 00:47:00,838 So be sure... 770 00:47:02,507 --> 00:47:04,175 when you make that choice... 771 00:47:06,344 --> 00:47:07,845 you're willing to follow through. 772 00:47:07,845 --> 00:47:08,888 [both moaning] 773 00:47:16,604 --> 00:47:18,439 [screaming] 774 00:47:19,816 --> 00:47:21,568 I'm so sorry I'm late. 775 00:47:21,568 --> 00:47:23,278 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 776 00:47:23,278 --> 00:47:24,445 [sobbing] 777 00:47:26,739 --> 00:47:28,575 I kept trying to reach you. 778 00:47:28,575 --> 00:47:31,244 - Why didn't you pick up? - I'm so sorry. 779 00:47:31,244 --> 00:47:32,412 I'm sorry, okay? 780 00:47:35,623 --> 00:47:39,335 But I'm here now. Hey, I'm here. I'm here. 781 00:47:39,335 --> 00:47:41,129 [doctor] Okay, here we go. 782 00:47:41,129 --> 00:47:42,130 You're ready. 783 00:47:42,130 --> 00:47:44,215 You can do this. Hey. 784 00:47:44,215 --> 00:47:45,174 You got this. 785 00:47:48,720 --> 00:47:49,971 Push. 786 00:47:52,265 --> 00:47:53,349 [doctor] Push, Gigi. 787 00:47:54,183 --> 00:47:55,101 Oh, my God. 788 00:47:55,935 --> 00:47:57,770 He's coming. He's coming. 789 00:47:58,813 --> 00:47:59,689 He's coming. 790 00:48:01,733 --> 00:48:06,404 ♪ Spent your life collecting So you can never forget ♪ 791 00:48:09,115 --> 00:48:10,450 [doctor] Congratulations. 792 00:48:10,450 --> 00:48:14,621 ♪ Treasured moments Become lost treasures ♪ 793 00:48:14,621 --> 00:48:18,458 ♪ When you can't recollect ♪ 794 00:48:19,792 --> 00:48:23,421 ♪ Everyone keeps asking are we okay ♪ 795 00:48:24,130 --> 00:48:28,843 ♪ The truth is we're not But I don't know what to say ♪ 796 00:48:28,843 --> 00:48:31,095 [vocalizing] 797 00:48:51,449 --> 00:48:53,242 [Billie] Because if you choose wrong... 798 00:48:55,161 --> 00:48:57,789 be prepared to live with the consequences... 799 00:48:59,666 --> 00:49:00,541 forever. 800 00:49:03,169 --> 00:49:06,005 [theme music playing]